ahhhhhh......

so here I am (with my littlest one) hiking the mountain behind our house... that would be utah valley behind me...so pretty and so motivating. There is just something about the great outdoors that makes me want to be better... more. I don't know if you feel that way, but I feel a tremendous responsibility to make myself into something great, not for others (although I do sometimes miss the prestige and instant respect I got as a business women - not so much as a mom) but I really feel a sense of responsibility to myself to be greater than I currently am. I know I am capable of more, and I feel like I owe the Lord to try harder.

A little deep for a weight-loss blog but, that's what I feel whenever I connect with nature...small. And motivated to live up to his other amazing creations. It's just plain motivating... whether you believe in diety or not :)

remorse

well I know it's been a while, and I have had a few comments made about my dissapearance. Sorry guys, it's not personal. I have just been overwhelmingly busy, and blogging (or anything internet-wise) has been low on the priority list. But I am happy to report I am still losing and working out.

Last month I started preparing for a half-marathon, and i have also been busy developing some of my talents, decorating, sewing etc. I know that I won't be making regular posts, but I still think about all you guys and am sending out possitive energy to you all. I will try to touch bases now and then.

Thanks Beej, for caring enough to ask how I was doing. It meant a lot to know I was even missed (even if it was only by you *wink/)

alright, I'm off to catch up with your blogs and see what you've been up to.