Wednesday, December 2, 2009

feeling better ...thanks to you

thanks to all of you in blogger land. Today was much better. I started it off with a shower...yes a shower something I haven't had since sunday morning (yuck...right?!) I can't believe, sometimes, what we deprive ourselves of unwittingly or otherwise. After that I felt human again. I did fast, but not like crazy - just 2 meals to get myself in control again, and to ask the lord for a little added strength. Of course I did appologize to my boys (they were so over it) and to celebrate (we signed some of the papers on the house today - the rest on the 10th) we went out for dinner. I had salmon and rice, with asparagus...oh and ice water :0)

I don't know, I really do have some unusual cravings lately, I ALWAYS want food - I'm never staisfied. But I will be trying the supplement recommended by my bear friend and hopefully that, and an insane ammount of luck, all will be stable soon :)

thanks again for the amazing support...you guys know me, it takes a lot to get me down..it's just nice to know I can vent a bit, get the "you're not alone" - we all need to hear sometimes, and try again...and again...and again... he he:)

9 comments:

Mae Flowers said...

Glad to hear that you're feeling better again! :) Keep positive.

Melissa said...

Glad your spirits have lifted!! :)

Friend of the Bear said...

Hi Natalie. Well done for regaining your control with food.

Glad you're feeling better!

Best wishes,
Bearfriend xx

Yum Yucky said...

Oh gosh. I know how this feels. Even the pull away from the husband thing. It'll pass. It's good to ask the Lord for help - even with stuff like this. I like that you said that.

MS. Bad Mama Jama said...

Natalie! I am glad that you are feel better and hopefully today and the next are even better.

Diane Fit to the Finish said...

So glad you are feeling better. Take care and I hope by now (Thursday) you are much better.

South Beach Steve said...

Kashi, I am so glad to hear you had a better day. Congrats on signing some of the papers. I am sure that reduced a little stress in your life. Keep your chin up and keep looking to the Lord for your strength.

Angelia (Texas) said...

Ride the upswing like a wave, that's what I do. :-D Weee!

beej said...

Yay! It's so great to see that you are having a better day--a shower sure does help that out. Keep up your spirits. May God's light shine upon you this week.